Silver German Man

I’d like to think that I’m not one to harbor things and get passed hard times in life. But I’m not. Never have been and probably never will be. Take pride that things still remind me of you. And that I still have problems getting to a certain level with people. When I think about it this way, you disgust me. But when I think about the manipulating characteristics you possess and your inept attention to other people’s feelings, I hate you. I don’t understand how someone who poses so dignified and puts herself out there to be a remodel can be so disgusting and unforgiving inside. Constantly fucking up, you would think that you should be as forgiving to other people as they are to you.

My sister said something oddly fitting earlier on the phone. “This is terrible. And it fucking sucks. But this is the first and last time you will ever feel that bad.” I can only hope this is true. Because I will never let someone as pompous and inconsiderate as you into my life ever again.